Red Dirt & Crazy: Why Can't I Be Like That?

Why can't I be one of those mom's that pops the kid out and goes shopping at the mall the next week? Let's just say the first SIX...count em...1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6 weeks of being a mommy are a total fog in my mind. I had breastfeeding issues and all but still. ... I wish I had the energy and unlimited hours in the day to fix myself up and look 100%...all the time. But above all...I wish I could find the balance of wife, mommy, and me. I'm such an all or nothing type girl. ...